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Tuan Rumah 
|  I was best friends with this girl for about one years . We did everything together , we hung out at school , went out together after school , and then IM-ed each other every day for hours . She was one of the best friends I've ever had . I am having a really hard time with my best friend . This whole relationship started out quite differently . She was attracted to me and fell in love with me at the very beginning. I reciprocated these feelings for a while but ultimately realized we weren't a match , and decided we needed to focus on the friendship because she had , in fact , become my best friend . She stayed in love with me although it was not what I thought was best or wanted; she was very depressed about my decision. I still spent everyday with her and we were so close. She always cared for me and showed me this amazing love that I've grown accustomed to. We recently moved in together and everything has changed. She is always trying to become physical with me and sometimes I do give in. However, I was always the strong one in the relationship and she now seems to be taking over that role. After telling me for one years she loves me and wants to be with me, she now suddenly doesn't feel that way. It seems she is no longer interested in spending time with me (when that used to be ALL she wanted to do), and she seems to be "living it up" with other people and acting so differently from the person I have always known. What is going on? This is so hard for me to deal with and I don't really know why. I want her back... I miss the way she treated me, she was so caring and would do anything for me. Now I feel lonely and like she is coming out on top and I am left behind. I am very depressed and this is so unlike me. I have tried talking to her and she seems to understand that she is pulling away but she can't tell me why or when this sudden change took place. She knows she still loves me and wants to be physical with me but she is curious to see what else is out there. I am telling you, I don't even recognize this person. I really want her to be the same best friend I have always known. Its strange, she has been so consistent for so long but now is changing the way she acts towards me which makes me very unsure of how to act around her. It is so uncomfortable and I can't shake this feeling of wanting to keep her the same. I miss my best friend so very much. What do I do? Will she come back to me? :( IMISSYOULIKECRAZY BABY ! Balik kelantan cepatt :( xStrawbellyx |
